[14 Jul 2004|12:06pm] i have a new livejournal. if you want the name, comment or IM me BYE! view & comment

[13 Jul 2004|08:14pm] [ music | the strokes : automatic shop ] ( boredom ) comment

[13 Jul 2004|06:05pm] [ music | yyys : modern romance ] today my mom dragged me out to the post office and to eat lunch. i sat on the floor in the post office and people were looking at me wierd but i felt like i was going to throw up for some reason. then when we got to the place to eat lunch i refused to eat cause i wasnt hungry and didnt want to. so she ate and then i went to the damn dermatologist cause im afraid of me getting pimples and being gross so i made my mom take me. haha. then i came home and got my guitar and went to lessons. i had christian this time (he was out last week). he's really funny and cool and i like him. matt was boring and sucked. mm anyway.. then my mom picked me up and was singing stairway to heaven the whole ride home and it was verry horrible and entertaining and uh.. here i am? yeah. i need a new livejournal name. like, a cool one, not some gay one like MASSIVE_COCK. i mean yeah its funny but it's really gay and i want a new journal so.. any ideas? anyone? please? view & comment

[13 Jul 2004|09:05am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | petals ] i went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 5:15 cause i couldnt sleep. since then i've been on the computer and i've made 5 layouts, one being mine and one being dominiques and i'm on my third cup of coffee. i like my new layout although it's very plain. but i like plain. i'm really sick of complex layouts since they're hard to read and hurt my eyes. haha. you probably hate my layout but that's okay :) i'm proud of myself. i think i'm skipping guitar lessons today but that's okay since it gives me more time to practice since i only did for around an hour the whole week. :\ i suck. oh well. BYE! view & comment

[11 Jul 2004|05:24pm] 98% of the teenage population does/has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% who hasn't, copy this in your journal. i'm reading enders game. it kinda sucks. i'm only at the beginning though, so hopefully it will get better. i've decided that i'm gonna read all the summer reading books. it's not like i have anything better to do with my time anyway. pointless entry. i'm just bored. bye. view & comment

[11 Jul 2004|02:29pm] [ mood | MY ANKLE BROKE ] [ music | new found glory : i dont want to miss a thing ] alyssa updated so now its my turn.. so last night matt d had a party and i was cool and invited so.. i..went. uhh sarah was there and so was erin and mary and joe keily who i used to hate but actually talked to for the first time last night and he seemed ok but hes like really emo and it makes me laugh and john y and john l and some random girl that MIGHT have had an accent (ill get back to u on that one), some girl who was sitting next to joe, the twins, tim, alan and ALYSSA.. shes last cause thats like the THRILLER or whatever.. soo yea my mom drove me and we got lost and it was super cool and then we finally found the house and she left like the hottie she is and then i hung out with alyssa joe and matts brother who was telling me and alyssa about how his girlfreind lied to him about being pregnant with someone elses baby or something and then some other weird story about how he woke up that morning and he was moving fast but he thought he was moving slow or something.. i dont know it really confused me whatever.. and sarah made a cake and was trying to force me and alyssa to eat it which we didnt.. but then later mary was all MM THIS CAKE TASTES LIKE HEAVENNNNNNN so i tried it and it was ok but i was saying it tasted like heaven cause i was being cool like mary.. and me and john y got married and he gave me a ring but it SUCKED cause it was made out of his TREASURED bandaid that was on his hat and then him and alyssa got in a fight and they were arguing over me and it was entertaining but then i took off the ring and put it back on johns hat so we got divorced so alyssa was happy.. and there was a candle on the deck and me and alyssa were fighting about it cause i said that if it fell down to the grass it would go on fire and alyssa said that it wouldnt cause the air would smother the flame before it got to the ground but im right because im cooler and then me and joe were spraying bug spray into the flame cause its flammable and it was cool and alan was like putting grapes in teh flame and then i had to inform him that graps arent flammable because im a genious then me and alyssa went into the backkkkk of his backyard and it was all like treesyyy or whatever and the trees looked like a fort that austin made or somethign like that.. and alyssa made a new bff called loggy and she wanted to take it home and sleep with it.. and she caught me a firefly as usual.. and we heard john and mary talking while they were on the hammock but they didnt know we were there cause we were hidden by the trees and it was very cool.. and then alyssa wanted to know how to take a pic of us doing something and then we couldnt take the picture cause it was too dark so it didnt show up and alyssa was upset.. then everyone got off the hammock so we were being cool and went on the hammock and it almost tipped over and then joe and john came on and we CHILLLLED and then matt was like ONLY 3 PEOPLE so joe and john were fighting over who was gonna stay and then joe got to stay cause he was older and was there first.. and then he was saying how all lesbian relationships end in heartbreak or something which isnt true and he was being all emo and i felt bad for him but whatever and i almost fell asleep and it was cool then we went inside and joe was playing the piano and matt alan and tim were playing guitar and thats when i had the cake with mary that "tasted like heaven" ;) then like everyone decided to play poker except me alyssa and alan are too cool for that shit so we didnt.. and alan was showing alyssa what ddr was cause she never heard of it before and it really hurt my head :( so then i just sat on the couch with alyssa and joe had on his cool sunglasses which he informed me were so people couldnt see what he was thinking.. and then my mom called and was all IM HEREEE so i said my wonderful goodbyes and john y wouldnt hug me cause i broke his heart by divorcing him but whatever he will survive.. and yeah. it was a good night. mmmmhm goodbye. view & comment

[11 Jul 2004|11:34am] [ music | soco : down ] ( take a guess ) comment

[11 Jul 2004|10:42am] [ mood | fat! :( ] [ music | revealing too much (lkgmfdklah great song ha) ] i miss sammy. she's been gone for way too long and isn't coming back for.. forever. :( <3 i punched myself in the face for some reason like a week and a half ago or something and then i accidentally walked into a door and hit my eye both times and now i have this bruise in the corner of my right eye by my nose and a bump and it's gross and annoying and i showed my mom and she told me i was retarded :( that ass. i got really fat. like i'm not lying or anything i swear. i really need to eat less. i'm gross. gkmfdahkaldhadfh i love the cat view & comment

[06 Jul 2004|11:02am] [ music | dire straits : down to the waterline ] ( survey. bored. ) view & comment

[05 Jul 2004|09:31am] [ mood | pissed ] so my mom just came in after she got out of the bath and showed me a saftey pin that she supposedly found in the shower. she asked me what it was in there for, obviously thinking i cut with it. i'm assuming i had it in there from when i USED to cut but i havent done anything with it in a really long time. so then she insisted on fucking SEARCHING me for cuts. which she did. which didnt put me in the greatest mood. I DONT FUCKING CUT ANYMORE. GOD DAMNITTTT. I HAVENT DONE IT IN LIKE. A MONTH. AND IM NOT GOING TO. lakmfglkdma.hadfh,m glkjyio5jy okay sorry :) comment

[04 Jul 2004|10:26pm] 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? view & comment

[04 Jul 2004|09:35pm] COMMENT WAR! view & comment

[04 Jul 2004|09:23pm] i'm so bored since alyssa is off burning herself with fireworkd and lizz isnt answering me. BUT i love lizz anyway because she is taking me to ridgewood tomorrow! yay! <3 she's the best mother ever. thank you and goodbye. view & comment

[04 Jul 2004|05:04pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | sayanything : belt ] hi. i'm home. i need to shower. i was invited to marias bbq but i dont have a ride so i dont think i'm going.. oh well. alyssa invited me to rw to go see the fireworks with her tomorrow night. hopefully i can go.. i need to find someone to give me a ride home though :\ ( woodstock. boring. dont read it. ) and i need a ride home from ridgewood tomorrow.. anyone? please? ill love you forever? okay i need to shower view & comment

[01 Jul 2004|11:17pm] [ mood | horny. lmfao. ] [ music | mae : soundtrack for our movie ] we got report cards. my lowest grade was a c. my mom was proud of me. i brought up my f in english to a c+. i'm so happy. i'm not grounded! :D happyhappyhappy i hung out with carrie all day. i got the new-ish alanis cd. i haven't listened to it yet. shit, i need to put it on my ipod before i leave. it's still in the car though. gklfamglkam. oh yeah, speaking of leaving. i'm going to woodstock with my parents tomorrow morning until late sunday. if i don't kill myself i will be back sunday night or monday morning. call me anytime at 201-669-8437 if you want to talk, just don't text me cause i'm over my limit by 6,000-something and i'm going to die when my dad gets the bill. thanks :) i love mae. they're amazing. ipodipodipod<33 antonio matthew thomas! <3 <3 <3 so christie doesnt hate me i dont think. at least thats what she says. i hope she doesnt. a lot of people hate me. allendale jess has an anti-jenna bracelet. its pretty funny. alyssa told me that jess told her that she hates me cause im perfect and everyone loves me. im sure? hmmm.. haha. sarah hates me. ashleigh hates me. cav might hate me. idk who else. ugh. my dad just came in and was like "good report card" and it made me happy but then he said "BUT you could have done better". jesus. cant he just fucking make do with the fact that im not super smart and dont give a shit about studying or anything? god. he told me that i'm not gonna get into a good college. how nice of him. like im planning on going to college so soon and everything anyway. ugh. i hate him sometimes. gfdg;lad,ghafhadfh parents kicking me off. i need to take a shower anyways. bye. view & comment

[30 Jun 2004|10:45pm] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | the early november : every night's another story ] 69% Of The Internet Loves Me! I am loved by 69% of the population, including: 19782 people who love lesbians 17975 people who love women 20763 people who love gays In return, I love 83% of the population, including: 21224 people who like vegetables 35501 women 29512 people who like cake show the love at spacefem.com hm. well. we get report cards tomorrow supposedly.. so i'm gonna be grounded. so i won't be updating i doubt, as if i do anyway :\ just to let you know. bye <3 comment

[20 Jun 2004|07:56pm] 1. My name? 2. Where did we meet? 3. Take a stab at my middle name: 4. How long have you known me? 5. When is the last time we saw each other? 6. Do I smoke? 7. Do I drink? 8. When you first saw me what was your first impression of me? 9. Month of my Birthday? 10. Color hair? 11. Color eyes? 12. Do I have any siblings? 13. What is something you've done that has made me smile? 14. What is my favorite restaurant? 15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you? 16. What's my favorite type of music? 17. What is the best feature about me? 18. Am I shy or outgoing? 19. Would you say I am "funny ha ha" or "funny sarcastic?" 20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules? 21. Have you ever seen me get embarrassed? 22. Would you call me hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else? 23. Have you ever seen me cry? 24. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be? 25. Have you ever met my parents, and if so, are you convinced I was adopted? 26. Am I a virgin? 27. Do you know someone who considers me an enemy? 28. With whom did I have my first date? 29. Do I remember your birthday each year? 30. Which famous actor/actress would best play me in the movie of my life? 31. Do i play any musical instruments? 32. What is my favorite musical group/band? 33. Who is my best friend? 34. What does the 'c' in the famous equation "e=mc^2" stand for? 35. If i did one famous act in my life, for what cause would it be, and what would it be? view & comment

friends only [20 May 2004|08:00pm] LOOKS LIKE YOU'RE SCREWED. view & comment

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